I have been cornered in the trap for a long time, and now as the final day is approaching, I feel more and more anxious.
Looking back , the past year has taught me so much. It is hard to put my experience into a few words,anyway, I will try for the experience is a part of my life, I know life is not as rosy as I have thought but what happened to me and how I felt about is the least I expected.
The first word I would like to use is shocked. Shocked by the indifference, the selfishless displayed by themMost of time, I was angry, I have to admit that I am easy to lose temper.But I deeply understand that unhappiness is infectious, so I tried my best to be happy , or pretended to be happy.Unfortunately,sometimes, I felt my heart ache, I just covered my chest to make myself feel better.Now I began to understand a story told by a professor: The lights we see now is not the present light itself as the distance between the earth and the sun takes 8 minutes for the light to arrive.Hence it is the light radiated by the sun 8 minutes ago.I
In a similiar sense, who we are or what we are now is results of what we have been doing in the past periods.Everything happen s for a reason, nothing happens for no reason. As the saying goes: As you reap , you will get. Now I am geting all I have been reaping.
I also realized that suurounding are really very important. In the past, I just think that personal efforts is everything, but it isn't. Your surrounding, by which I mean your friends,classmates, family atmosphere .sometimes we will be influenced greatly or even changed by it.Never underestimate the power of the surroundingds.But for those who happened to be in an unfavourable situation and is struggling to his best to improve it, I feel sorry for him and pray that the negative influence can be reduced to the minimum.After all, he or she is not responbile for his circumstances.
(To be continued) |
