long time passed by
2008-3-25 18:21:00
i can not really remember how many things happened to me these days,i just know life is quite tough to me,but i am still struggling,i can not be a loser,i will stand up again.i do not wanna anybody to see my weakness,even i wanna cry,i will choose to hide it,i do not wanna anyone to see it.maybe i focus too much on my apperance,i wanna show my best side in front of people,i think that is who i am,even i am feeling sad,i would smile or laugh.maybe i hide too much,maybe oneday i would not know who is me and who i was then.
but i think finally i will get through of it,cuz i have such confidence,i know things will be better later,and i am so sure about that,things will happen to be what i wish to be,i really think so,right now,the only thing is i have to sit still,to observe everything,one day it will come to me.i am really sure about that.things will be fine to me.and i know that.even it is quite hard,maybe i am too confident,but i think this is the only way to soothe myself,to let myself look forward to my future,to let myself not trap in right now or even the past, there is no need to look at,cuz things changed,and were gone,i do not need to live in the past,cuz future is promising,and i am fabulous. |
2008-3-26 22:18:48
 from your blog ,i seem to find myself.life is also tough for me ,but i still struggle for it as the same as you . becaus i have made up my mind to reslize my dream.stay with other people ,i show my best state .and in other people's eys ,i am excellent .longly ,afraid and something like this just tasted by myself .however,i belive i will make it through my hard work.so ,let is work together.at last ,i want to say ,i really appreciate you english,i will learn from you.come on ,friends! dinise 以下为blog主人的回复： thank u so much for u comments,yeah,i think we will get through everything,and conquer others in the future,now we just have to make ourselves to get used to fighting,later we will become the one who controls our lives. |
