I was drunk yesterday, for the first time.

I have ever heard that, the people who admit that they are drunk are not really drunk, but those who deny it are.

So, maybe I was not drunk. However, I did could not speak normally. I threw up in the restaurant, and then was sent into a taxi by my partners, a girl and a boy. After getting off the car, we lay on the lawn, waiting for another sober man to take the boy back, because he was drunk, too. It was I who made the call, and I wondered whether the man realized I was drunk when he heard my voice.

As soon as I reached our dormitory, I threw myself to the bed nearest to me. I felt so sleepy, but I just could not fall asleep. After an awaken night, I talked to myself, I would never be drunk any more, for there was no fun.

These days I was not having a good appetite. It was still worse after I poured four bottles of beer into my stomach. Perhaps I would lose weigh for that, but, it was really hard to bear.

We are leaving in a few days now. Thus our moods could not be good and alcohol is a necessity in our last few days in the campus. Both tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, we would have big departing feasts. Nobody can keep far away from alcohol. I hope I will be better soon.